Feeling Alive

by Devinne

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A song to raise depression awareness, in loving memory of my father.

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I've had better days, I've felt the sun and I chased the rays
And I swore one day that I could catch a hold of one
But today is not that day, I love to feel but I hate the pain
And I hate that I would have no other way
And his voice so beautiful
But only when I see it is only when I need it
And I need it but I don't deserve the love he brings

Am I alone in thinking that I'm gone?
When I wake again tomorrow, will I hate what I've become?
I know I must be strong, 'cause this won't last for long
And sometimes wanting to die is feeling alive

They ask me why I hurt and I try so hard to wipe off the dirt
But it feels like it's forever under my skin
What's the point anyway? If I'm not okay, then I'm not okay
If I pretend that I can't lose, I'll never win

Am I alone in thinking that I'm gone?
When I wake again tomorrow, will I hate what I've become?
I know I must be strong, 'cause this won't last for long
And sometimes wanting to die is feeling alive

I know they're staring at my face
And wondering how I've lost my place
I can't convince you I'm okay
But I know I'll be fine one day

'Cause I'm not alone in thinking that I'm gone
And when I wake again someday, I won't hate what I've become
And I will still be strong, 'cause this won't last for long
And sometimes wanting to die is feeling alive
Sometimes wanting to die is feeling alive

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released October 3, 2013

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Devinne Binghamton, New York

Once upon a time there was a magical land called Binghamton, New York - but it wasn't the good kind of magical. It was always cloudy and would flood homes all the time, and the people of Binghamton were sad. UNTIL ONE DAY, musicians from the area would come out and SING and PLAY and MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY. Devinne is glad to be a part of this movement. :) THE END. ... more

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